As some of you may know, I’ve been hit­ting the gym again. So far, I’ve lost 5lbs. I’m mildly sur­prised, but I’ve also had a lit­tle help from hav­ing a female gym part­ner. One thing that I have found does help, is doc­u­ment­ing what I’m eat­ing. Even if I am not eat­ing some of the best things one day or another. For the past month, I’ve been using a site/app called My Fit­ness Pal. I couldn’t really stay with Live­strong. There was some­thing about it that was just unap­peal­ing to me and I fell off the band wagon more often than not.

Any­ways, I wanted to share the things that inspire me to be fit. (of course, it’s mostly wish­list items. Oh well. LOL)

Mostly, it’s my extreme desire to wear one-piece style minis and salopettes from Angelic Pretty. I’m not a sweet lolita, but the two minis that you see listed don’t really strike me as “sweet” per se. I get more fairy-kei or maybe even gyaru.  I could really see them work­ing for gyaru. (Roma-gyaru maybe? IDK.)

Now, why would I pick dresses as my fit­spi­ra­tion? Why not a per­son or some­thing? Because when you have to rip open a cov­eted and rare print (Lotta deer…) it breaks my heart. It really does. I just forced a dress to fit me instead of work­ing to fit the dress. All I want to do is take it back in and remove the panel I added. Even if I can’t fit any of the dresses shown after I lose weight, I’d like to take Lotta back in and wear it the way it was intended to be worn. That’s just my wish.

Now that Hal­loween is over, I’ve already started look­ing for gifts for Richard. This sea­son is sup­posed to be relax­ing but it’s very much up and go.  Didn’t go trick-or-treating this year, but here’s what I wore.

/* Dress: Lief; Sacred Night /* Blouse: Fan­plus­friend /* Wig: GLW /* Boots: Bor­dello /* Bracelets & Armor Ring: For­ever 21 /* Cross Pen­dant: Icing /* Cor­sage: H&M

We went to Wood Ranch for din­ner that night and wan­dered around the mall for a while. I was hop­ing to find some bar­gains since the sea­son is chang­ing but noth­ing caught my eye. Okay, I was just kid­ding. I had found a sweater at the F21 near my work that didn’t come in my size; I found it at the Ven­tura mall in my size!! I con­vinced Richard it was some­thing my closet couldn’t be with­out. We also ended up find­ing a my lit­tle pony “Brony” shirt with Rain­bow Dash on the front. Best shirt ever and I am not really a fan of tees since many of them have an unflat­ter­ing cut for me.

with detach­able fur col­lar! The fur had a nice color and tex­ture to it. That’s pretty much the only rea­son why I wanted it.

I have never wanted a shirt more than this one. Not even the vin­tage sailor moon shirts com­pared.

OMAKE SNAP

Try­ing on the sweater at Forever21. The sweater actu­ally fit really nicely with lots of room in the waist. Which reminds me, I’ve lost a total of 8lbs this past month. My goal for Novem­ber is to make it 14lbs.

I’m going to play more Alice: Mad­ness Returns now.